November 2010
18 posts
I have a serious problem
:(
As i lay here
I realized that I just got my speech done! and I should pray more often, see I don’t own a Bible, WOW i should be ashamed of myself, forgive me god. For i will force my mother to buy me one. I will read it everyday, a passage at least. The more i read the closer i will be to God. Maybe i will doubt myself less, and then I will gradually begin to forgive and forget the ones who have hurt me....
Blah blah blah
la la la la la la la
My parents. In my eyes, they're the best.
In their eyes, I’ll never be good enough. I’ve been compared to the whole world by now. I don’t think there’s any criticism i can’t take anymore. Perhaps they’re the reason I’m so cold hearted. How could i be so heartless. Thanks mom & dad?
Fancy meeting you here.
the same spot we decided to depart from each others lives. And yet, the world continues to orbit around the sun.
I absolutely love this.
COLD. I’m nice and cold. The sky is gray the sun is no where to be seen. Fifty-eight degrees i love you. High chances of rain for saturday and sunday oh yes baby! This is my kind of weather, the kind that makes me happy! Yes, it’s definitely cuddling weather and finally i have someone to share these times with:) It’s a friday and i’ll spend my night cuddling with my...
kill me
So instead of “dedicating my whole day” into writing my research paper, here i am; making a christmas list. Well, on the bright side…there’s only 2 items on it (: Big improvement.
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What’s the point of wanting to change, if every way you turn people are always reminding you of your bad ways. My parents, my brothers, aunts, cousins and even friends and EVERYONE, Everyone only sees the negativity in me. Yeah, i might just be exaggerating and feeling like this because its that time of month, where every thing built up in me finds its way out through: tears. What good...
2:00am crying, diaper change every. . . 2 hours
am i really ready for this? A house full of 7 people. Ah i have a problem, it’s not an even number. Someone move in please?… to make it an 8. Or conceivably, it’s a sign i should move out. My life is changing. Change is good… . right?!
P.S for those wondering, NO i am NOT pregnant!
Hide, under-cover
on my bed. Disappear for 23 hours, sleep, forget reality, lose the time. Lose myself. After all, what the hell am i doing with my life. Time with me is wasted time.
So i've
-organized my desk -had a snack break -painted my nails -logged onto face book about 5 times -had another snack break -counted how many pages i have left to read -had a few texting conversations -had another snack break -thought/missed my boyfriend -popped some black heads i found -sharpened all my pencils -tried to figure out how many licks it takes to get to the center -organized my post-it...
composure,
I need you back in my life.
PERO YA!
Dear Homework,
suck my dick.
I've been there done that; twice!
I know how to play my cards right.
So yaahhh
I might of gained a few pounds. I am now always broke and never have gas money I now pray more often I now smile when i make eye contact I don’t drink abundantly anymore I stopped using my blinker: all the asians do it, why not me… right! I learned to say “I love you” and actually mean it I am clueless of where this list is going. I still can’t surpass my clumsy-ness...
I want to visit Mexico so supper badly
end of story.
