enjoi yourself.

DIE.

lay here and cry my heart out, no one will hear. Not my family not the neighbors not you. 
Tears are silent, its the cry thats loud.  I feel like, like when you have that slice of cheese cake in the refrigerator and your anxious to  go home and eat it but once you get home, and you rush to the fridge and you open the door, you see… someone has taken a bite out of it.  Your first reaction is to yell, get mad and whine. But what’s left after that? clearly no one cares, they obviously took a bite of what was yours.  So what if they say sorry, and promise to never do it again!?… even then it will never leave your mind. I will continue to doubt. Even though I love, but i don’t want to feel this way. I need a friend, maybe two. But i lay here alone only really wanting one person. And you, well you just hung up. 

nor I’m mad. I’m just sad, I mean i could’ve done other things. Gahhh I guess it’s just that time of the month. 

but i Shopped today :( 

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I did not procrastinate!

and I feel pretty good :D scratch that! I feel marvelous. 

Find a cure. No not at Bing.com !

listen to The Kooks! :D 
It was my remedy!  

to go.

Mom, lets admit it- we’re not ready for this. Not emotionally. Not physically. Not mentally. New sibling to come, good luck. The easiest thing in this world… . is dreaming.